Told you I'll be here forever,
Said I'll always be a friend,
Took an oath, I'ma stick it out til the end,
Now that it's raining more then ever,
Know that we'll still have each other,
You can stand under my umbrella.
Friendship is probably one of the most strong
things to have. And it's important to keep the ones you have, because you never know when your going to need a shoulder to cry on. Or an umbrella to be under when it's raining harder then ever. Unfortunately, I have no idea if it's me that's been pushing my friends away, of if it's been them pushing me away; But when I notice it, I try to fix things and I guess things end up working the opposite because I guess I end up smothering them and clinging onto them created by this fear I have for loosing them. Although I might have already lost someone I really care about.
No, I'm not going to go into further detail.
I don't want to bore you with my problems. The only thing I will add is, I drove someone insane to the point where they don't want me as a friend anymore. And due to this, I feel alone. Not just because of one person, but I've been distant with everyone around me. It's causing me to feel pretty depressed.
So my advice to you, don't keep your friends TOTALLY out of your life,
but also, don't keep them too close to the point where your starting to get annoyed with one another. Believe me, I've made that mistake one too many times. And it is NOT a fun trip.
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